1-25 Update

Very Short workout. I must get a new road wheel for the bike so that I can use the trainer to get in my cardio time at home when the gym is too crowded.

Vid 1_22_10

Daily update.

Why

We made this happen.

We made me now dislike hearing Tavares- I will break the DJ in half if he plays your song.

We made me hurt whenever I see a car like yours.

We made me want to step in front of a truck.

We made me not want to go out.

We made the darkness fall.

We made the pain come and we made the end happen.

For all of the lack of teamwork we did an awful lot.

New Posting for a New Year

Today is just another day like the day before. Somethings always get lost in translation somethings just get lost. Look around and see what surrounds you, see what exactly you can afford to lose and just lose it.

No Big New Years Resolutions for me this year. I started 3 weeks ago. I have to find out where I belong. Has it all been an illusion? I have to get out and it starts with everyday leaving the house before dark. I have to find a center. I have to find an outlet. I have to see the truth. Three things needed. Something to Hope for. Something to Care about and Something to Love. All are targets to achieve.