Today is another Monday

So I have been out of the Hostpital for a while. I am very happy to have escaped with my sanity, thanks to that dude who could not keep his alarm from going off every ten minutes.

I am working on a Radio show with several friends. The Triple L Show is it's name and it is on www.Unregularradio.com on Saturdays from 1-3 PM. I just love it. I am picking all of the music running the board and taking the calls. I occasionally chime in with the "BIG" Voice as so many people have comented. I feel like I am high during the show and crash after but immediately Monday morning I am ready to go. Jones'n for that next fix. I have been out and about went to San Diego/Tijuana and decided to change my life. Going back in two weeks to really seal the deal. But Big Things are happening for the Big Guy.

See you guys @ like a donut.

Blood Clots

Hey there, hi there, ho there.

Haven't been here in a while. Need to visit once in a while to put thoughts down because it is very good for the soul. But here it is June 13,2010 and I am sitting in a hospital room at Boston Medical with multiple blood clots in my lungs. Don't know why but now I will be on blood thinners for life. It's better than being dead but I would prefer not adding another drug. But anyway, the semi private room thing sucks. The person in the room with me sets off his IV alarm every 10 minutes so I am getting no sleep without going to headphones and loud music. Mom is visiting because that's what she does and I AM SO THANKFUL FOR HER. I have received a great deal of prayers and well wishes from my friends and family without whom life would not be worth living. So I thank you all. Much Love from B to U.

A new chapter in life is just about to be pulled off the shelf. More to come and I will fill everyone in when it is solid.

Love B

1-25 Update

Very Short workout. I must get a new road wheel for the bike so that I can use the trainer to get in my cardio time at home when the gym is too crowded.

Vid 1_22_10

Daily update.

Why

We made this happen.

We made me now dislike hearing Tavares- I will break the DJ in half if he plays your song.

We made me hurt whenever I see a car like yours.

We made me want to step in front of a truck.

We made me not want to go out.

We made the darkness fall.

We made the pain come and we made the end happen.

For all of the lack of teamwork we did an awful lot.

New Posting for a New Year

Today is just another day like the day before. Somethings always get lost in translation somethings just get lost. Look around and see what surrounds you, see what exactly you can afford to lose and just lose it.

No Big New Years Resolutions for me this year. I started 3 weeks ago. I have to find out where I belong. Has it all been an illusion? I have to get out and it starts with everyday leaving the house before dark. I have to find a center. I have to find an outlet. I have to see the truth. Three things needed. Something to Hope for. Something to Care about and Something to Love. All are targets to achieve.